I always have this thought in every single time I go to the concert, in the middle of the crowds: Will I die in here? Is it possible?
It’s little bit strange cause that thought never appears on other situations. Even when I’m on a plane, train, or even when I’m standing on the edge of the 25th floor balcony.
I was thinking that thought may appears as a caused of fear of a karma. I never told my dad every time I go to the concert, and I always wondering what could possibly happened to me as a karma? It’s scary thought, I know, but I can’t help it. Every time I lie to a person, (specially when that person has an important meaning in my life) I seem to think about death.